August 2011
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we're both such fancy talkers...
so i haven’t seen one of my best friends in like 2 weeks at least. last night i see him and as he is stepping out of his car i think damn he’s hot. then i’m like what is wrong with me. then i remember that i once thought we would help each other out of our current positions. funny how some people don’t want to be saved from the fire…
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the convo that should be used for my version of a...
(minus all the background information that it would take to completely understand...not that i even understand it...) also, remember this is via text message. i wish someone could explain what the hell transpired here...
me: hey!
guy: what
me: um. sorry to bother u...was just gonna see how things were going.
guy: i feel like shit. how you and (insert name of friend i had a drunken hook-up with) doin
me: u ok? why do you feel like shit? and ha. youre so damn funny. were friends. people get plastered. and do stupid things.
guy: i feel like shit i dont want to talk about have a decent life
me: im sorry. and what? what did i do? can u please explain that to me?
guy: what did u do lol i am a fucked up lying piece of shit and i just relapsed i got alot bigger problems then how you feel just leave me alone you dont want (i think the word "to") know me
me: im not trying to pry into your life or make things worse. i just wanted to know why the hell u said what u did. ill leave u alone whatever but im always going to be here.
July 2011
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young. half-asian. great body. cute face....
i’ve let a lot of good things walk in and out of my life in the past few years. i’ve messed quite a few things up too. sometimes i realize my mistakes when they are happening…not quite sure how to fix it though.
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now it's guitars, cadillacs, hillbilly music, and...
so in the past three days i have made hollandaise, parma rosa pasta sauce, and just finished a batch of keylime bars. i don’t cook. like ever. i can always tell when there’s a lot on my mind. i even scrubbed the kitchen floor yesterday. i’ve also been listening to a hell of alot of dwight yoakam tunes.
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men driving around without shirts on
one of my favorite things about summer. even the guys with beer bellies. not sure why, but i’m sure i love it.
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remember me to one who lives there for she once...
so i’ve spent quite a bit of time doing everything possible to keep my mind off things. yesterday i spent a nice chunk of time looking through vinyls in a flea market. i finally selected three-one of which was the freewheelin’ bob dylan…so glad to have it in its original form.
i say this a lot, but i have a new favorite dylan song. girl from the north country. it has all the...
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home is whenever i'm with you...
it’s almost 1 am…
i’m on my way to being fully plastered…
texting a thirty-some year old man (that i might be leading on…i hope not) about bob dylan…
thinking about the poetry that i can’t muster up the courage to write…
feeling like i’m forgetting to do something important…
and everytime i get up and go inside my cat starts meowing...
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since you took my breath again, would you share...
sitting in local 506 last night waiting for the heartless bastards to play…
some religious sects say that it is what you want to see that is your heaven.
some believe in a waiting period…much like limbo…but not for a bad reason…just a place you are before you move on.
the room is dark. i’m sitting on a bar bench against the wall and there are only a few people...
i feel we've wasted our entire time
“so what are you guys?”
“young.”
“hahahaha…that’s the worst.”
a conversation from a dream…not sure why, but it stuck…